Skt.Helena

"I'm a bitch - I'm a lover, I'm a child - I'm a mother
I'm a sinner - I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell - I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between
You know, you wouldn't want it any other way"

Jeg har sat dette citat ind på bloggen (fra en sang som Alanis Morissette/Meredith Brooks synger) for at forklare navnet Skt.Helena.
Jeg har valgt navnet, dels fordi Helena er mit fornavn, dels fordi der er en ø ud for Afrikas kyst der hedder Skt.Helena og så pga. denne sang..
Jeg ved nemlig, at jeg ikke altid er en Saint - jeg er også en Sinner. Jeg er sikker på, at vi alle har disse modsætninger i os (specielt kvinder). Vi viser nogle gange sider af os selv, som vi ikke er så stolte af - men de er en del af os. Og det synes jeg, at denne sang illustrere så fint.

Link så du kan høre sangen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bv4q4Kk0Qr0&feature=related

Her er hele teksten fra sangen:
I hate the world today 
You're so good to me I know but I can't change 
I tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe 
I'm an angel underneath; innocent and sweet 
Yesterday I cried; Must've been relief to see the softer side 
I can understand how you'd be so confused 
I don't envy you; I'm a little bit of everything 
all rolled into one 
I'm a bitch I'm a lover 
I'm a child I'm a mother 
I'm a sinner I'm a saint 
I do not feel ashamed 
I'm your hell I'm your dream 
I'm nothing in between 
you know you wouldn't want it any other way 
So take me as I am  This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man 
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous 
and I'm going to extremes; Tomorrow I will change 
And today won't mean a thing 
 
I'm a bitch I'm a lover 
I'm a child I'm a mother 
I'm a sinner I'm a saint 
I do not feel ashamed 
I'm your hell I'm your dream 
I'm nothing in between 
you know you wouldn't want it any other way 
.. 
Just when you think, you got me figured out 
The season's already changin' 
I think it's cool; you do what you do 
And don't try to save me 
I'm a bitch I'm a lover 
I'm a child I'm a mother 
I'm a sinner I'm a saint 
I do not feel ashamed 
I'm your hell I'm your dream 
I'm nothing in between 
you know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease 
I'm a goddess on my knees 
When your hurt; when you suffer 
I'm your angel undercover 
I've been numb; I'm revived 
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way